Please update your bookmarks.
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MsNichole_Bitch-in-Boots/
For some reason now Yahoo thinks I'm not a "BBW" or even a "chunky chick".. so they've moved my group to the more "random" ADULT section, instead of oh let's say BDSM, or FETISH which would make much more sense.. stupid fucks.
SO ok I'm not 300lbs, but I am tipping the scales today at 190lbs. And ok, being 5'10 that helps a bit. BUT in my mind, that's fat, no matter how you slice it. Since being back in the states since the end of May, I've gained 17lbs. That's slightly more than 1lb a week for gawdsake!! I can't even fit into the clothes in my closet at this point. I so don't like being this fat, I know some women embrace it, and more power to them it's just not what I'd prefer. On the other end of the spectrum, I also don't find those skinny, emaciated chicks at all hot looking, in fact, it grosses me out a bit, but I'd like to be in that happy medium space.. like Marilyn Monroe. A bit Busty, great legs, and about a size 10. A bit of cushion, and much more muscle.
I can't stand my stomach, and I've gained weight in my arms, so clearly I need to be lifting weights again too.
SO last night, I made it back to spinning class. Really it's been maybe a whopping 3 times that I've actually gone this whole summer, and I totally forgot how much I love it, and how much of a workout I get from it. SO, I decided to do two spinning classes back to back, and poor Josh, who really is this fit, muscular jock, got off the bike at the end, looking green, and promptly raced out of the spin room to the toilet, where he puked his guts up.... ;-( Awww Joshie, I'm sorry!! I on the other hand LOVED IT. I totally had forgotten the mad rush of serotonin that pumps through my body giving me a totally natural high while I'm doing it. By the end of it I was a sopping wet mess. My hair was completely soaking wet, and I had to literally peel off my cycle shorts, my sports bra, and t-shirt. They could have been wrung out. My socks stunk to high heaven, and I don't think I wanna put my feet back into those trainers, so I need to go buy a new pair ;-)
Josh, I really appreciate you stepping up and agreeing to be my gym buddy, because well really, I don't think I'd have the motivation to get my ass there if I had something *other* to do.. like ummmm, sitting on my ass at the computer.. Fortunately fall is right around the corner, and the only reason I'm staying in the states, so as I love to hike, I'm sure I'll easily take off the 17lbs I've gained, and then some extra. Like 30lbs total would be great.
SO REMEMBER: Update your bookmarks, and you'll also be sending emails to a different address also!!!
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MsNichole_Bitch-in-Boots/
I am really close to the same size as you..I am 5' 3" and weigh 170ish. I hate being this size, but I don't want to be 105 either. Middle would be great. I have never attended a spin class, but I would love to. I live in a small town and the one gym doesn't offer spin class :(
ReplyDeleteKeep going and good luck w/ the 30 pounds!
Lollie
Nichole ok I think you look great but I know how crazy you are about the stomach I will totally quit working out at my gym and come to either of yours and take as many classes as you want.
ReplyDeleteYou are an animal on that spin bike and im so sorry for the ditching you to go puke my guts up. I didn't really know it would be your warped idea of torture or punishment!
Im good for tonights class and maybe we can do that movie afterwards.
Hope you did not have fun with jack and that he's now out of the running along with dear Henry. Maybe Mike too??
La-La Nichole
Lollie, thanks so much for the encouragement!
ReplyDeleteJosh, yeah I think we're going to give spinning a miss tonight. I'm thinking about going to Pastimes... don't groan at me.. I can hear you now..
I'll call you and let you know. Maybe we can hang out and dance for a bit, or you can stay home and wait up for me.. ;-) kinda like my husband does...