Almost the end of summer!

Hey all, can't believe summer is almost done  - -  I just got back on Saturday, had a fantastic week down on Kent Island with friends, and am looking for a house on the water either there, or someplace like North Beach or Calvert Cliffs... (close to DC, within 45 minutes or so), with a beach front & pier.  I took one of my subs down to my friends new house, and had him unpacking, knocking down a wall, hanging lights, and scrubbing toilets with a toothbrush.  I then "gave" him to her.  She loved that she was able to be so abusive to the little manwhore, cum slut & not have to pay him either.  I think it will be a wonderful relationship for both of them!

I was definitely bored with him.. story of my life... he wasn't a bad sub, but I so enjoy the "newness" of men (and women) who have that child like curiousness & wonderment about them!   Therefore, I'm now looking for a smart, handy, witty slave to take on and train to my standards.  I have been reading emails over the last few days with interest.   Keep 'em coming ;-)  (msnichole_2002@yahoo.com)

I spent Saturday night on a male friends yacht... a brand spanking new, 2010 sea ray, with a washer n dryer, 2 master bedrooms, an amazing kitchen and dining area - in fact it's much nicer than some houses I've been in!  He enjoys his toys & I certainly enjoy the benefit of them too!  He hired a catering company that sent out their own "butler" and "server"... maybe I should just come clean to him, and tell him that I could have brought my own with me!  However, their cuisine was unbelievably awesome - Veal Brains with field greens and herbs (looked just like a brain, but was delish... tasted like soft warm eggs), and freshly caught grouper stuffed with pork belly and served with purple mashed potatoes & local asparagus.  Amazing drinks - fresh basil, rum, ginger...  it was definitely a very fun night!

I love the whole organic, buy local concept, and wish that I was a much better cook than I am.  I'm easily overwhelmed by ingredient lists that have more than half a dozen listed, and if it's got to be measured.. forget about it!  My ADD kicks in & the recipe then terrifies me (especially if there are no photos), but if I take cooking classes in a small group, where I can watch everything, then I'm an ace.  I guesstimate everything, and therefore stick to cooking foods like Indian curries where I can throw in a pinch of this, and a fistful of that!  I've been growing my own basils, parsley & thyme over the past several months & love going onto the deck to pinch off what I need!

I've always lucked out and found namby pamby, cream puff, light in the loafer kinda slaves who love prancing around my  kitchen in a frilly apron and heels whipping up meals for me.  Two of them have even been top notch chefs in charge of their kitchen at local DC restaurants!  I love following them around Whole Foods, or one of the local farms as they explain to me, what I should be looking for in my fruit n veg!  Most of them come across as such fairies, except that I catch them trying to glance up my skirt, or hide a hard on when they're around me.

I love passive little submissive bitches, who take their time to warm up to me before they can make their moves and open up to me fully, and it's so much easier to speed that process along when I'm having them shop for me, clean up my house, or when I can hang out with a drink in the kitchen while they cook.

Invariably, I get all horny watching them do their utmost best to please me, barking orders at them, and while waiting, wind up hopping up on my kitchen counter, pulling my skirt up & having them service me, while pussy flavoured juices run down to my ass crack.  After, when they've gone home, and I'm eating dinner with my family, I cum again just thinking about how much "love" went into the preparation of that particular meal!

I can't decide if I'm happy or sad about summer drawing to an end... on one hand I get to wear stockings (which you just can't do in 90+ degree heat), but I'll miss the ease of flip-flops and beach wear...  I'll miss laying in a sun lounger being served drinks with umbrellas in them, poolside.

A whole other chapter of my life is about to start ~ my twins started kindergarten today, and that means that I actually get my life back!  Whole days to myself!  woot woot!

I however have no idea what to do.  I really should go back to work, but I honestly don't know what I'd like to do.  I need something that would be fairly different on a daily basis, and would allow me to be creative, and for sure my own boss!  Any suggestions people??

Did you like this post?  Buy me a cup of coffee!

Tabu

Hey all, I'm going to be at http://www.Tabulife.com/ on Friday night (21st May), selling stock from the old shop.

Fetish & Sex Toys, Dildoes, Strap on's, Vibrators, Shoes/Boots, Clothes, Massage Oils, Stay Erect Cream, cock rings, anal beads, lube, vibrating nipple clamps, and adult games.

Make an offer - it's all got to go!  We have had this stuff taking up room in 3 houses & a storage unit for way too long!

It's Single Female night - running w/the unicorns & all females who wear WHITE will get in for FREE!

Come out to Catonsville MD & say hello, buy some of our shit, and party with a club full of single females!  Woo Hoo!

For more information on TABU, please go to their website.  http://www.TabuLife.com

ISO Psychiatrist in MARYLAND.

I don't know if it's because I'm a domme, but I'm getting soooo fucked off trying to find a new Psychiatrist for ADD that I'm **this** close to putting my fist through the keyboard!

After 3 or 4 referrals, I've still not gotten anywhere 'cause those particular Psychiatrists are not accepting new patients!

After missing 3 appointments in 3 years my previous Psychiatrist in Rockville "fired me" and since then my Asian GP has been reluctant to take over and prescribe me any meds.  Due to having ADD sitting down and trying to make an appointment is essentially a joke, thereby making all of this so much harder than it probably needs to be!

I have United Healthcare, and a PPO so I don't need a "referral" from a Dr. but I would like to find someone who specializes in the services I need.

Anyone reading that can suggest one in either Montgomery County, or Howard County MD would be GREAT & I'd be sooooo appreciative!

Nichole.

Panty Sniffers Unite!

Before I went on vacation, I posted a "note" to my yahoo group (see below).

Because I am a chronic masturbator, and also like to have "wet" sex & because
I'm at the gym working out & getting all sweaty again, I want to know who the
"panty sniffers" are on my groups!   For no other reason than, because it will get me off, I want for you
to have told me *your* particular fantasy/fetish, with a description of what
you're going to do with my panties when you get them back.....

How hot is it for all concerned knowing what I've been up to, what's on my
knickers & then getting them either in person (or via mail) for you to worship!

If you are *buying* panties for me, you need to know that in panties, I wear a
size 8 or XL. You can either mail these to me at: Nichole Delaney, C/O THE UPS
STOE, 110006 Viers Mill Rd, L-15-199, WHEATON, MD 20902 (or you can give them
to me in person).

In order to get them back via mail, you must enclose a postage paid envelope
(like a flat over night or priority mail) type. That way whenever I'm out and
about, I can just pop them into a drop off box.

You can pay by cash, money order, pay-pal.

I'll drop them off in person (and remove them in front of you) for 2 pairs of
panties (1 of which you get back, 1 that I keep for next time), and $100.00
OR... I'll drop them in the mail back to you, for 2 pairs of panties and $25.00
OR... I'll stop by in person (and at my direction, you can remove them, worship
them & leave with them) for 2 pairs of panties and $200.00

Unfortunately until last night I was only able to masturbate thinking about this whole scenario.... until I got an email from a local submissive that has contacted me off and on over the years.  As it turns out, I'd seen him professionally as a dominatrix in 1999!! WOW does time fly by!  He's now divorced, and I agreed to meetup with him for a drink & to talk panty sniffing, and see him squirm ;-)

I decided I'd meet him straight from my spinning class, so I was in work out gear, and my hot little crotch had been grinding down upon a spinning bike for an hour, while I sweated my way through the workout.  Just before getting out of my car I made sure to slip two fingers deep inside of my pussy to get me 'in the mood".  A few minutes led to five, and before long I was nice and wet, and my fingers were more than a little slippery.

I walked into the bar, and as I took the stool next to him, I slid my fingers under his nose, and wiped them across his lips.  His eyes lit up & immediately he had to adjust the crotch of his trousers.  Aaaaahhh, what a great feeling it is knowing that I had him exactly where I wanted him!  He immediately handed me over an envelope, and a cute bag that I knew contained new panties for me to mess up.

I made my new friend tell me all about his little panty fetish, and as we had a drink together, I described to him several of the fantasies I'd been having, and then told him all about the pair I was wearing just for him.

He told me over and over how intoxicating my aroma was ;-) and how he could still taste my fingers on his mouth.  God that was getting me wetter by the second!  I suggested he pay the bill, and we go out to the car park and find his car.  Once outside (in a deserted parking lot), I made him sit in the passenger side with his door open, and instructed him to slide his cock out of his pants.  I then slipped off my workout shorts and stood in front of him with my legs spread, and made him inhale, deeply...  His cock was jumping all around by itself & the fact that I had this grown man exactly where I wanted him made me dizzy with desire!

I slipped my panties to the side to show him the crotch, and teased him by slipping my ring finger right up into my wet pussy.  I pulled it out and forced it into his mouth, making him suck my cum right off of it.  I then instructed him to hook his fingers under either side of my undies, and slip them down to the floor.  He was trembling the entire time, and his cock looked blue & had pre-cum oozing out of the tip.  I stepped out of the undies, and told him to pick them up and give them a great big sniff.  He could hardly wait.  He was then begging me to allow him a sniff of my pussy, which I couldn't wait to do.  I ground my clit right against his nose & made him inhale.  He was begging to wrap my panties around his cock, and  have me sit on his face, but really there's a time and a place for that, so I declined, but the minute I got home, I could think of nothing else!

What I really wanted was to have my pussy eaten while he beat off into my underwear, and then I'd have made him suck them clean.  I've thought of nothing since, so once I'm done typing this out, I'm sending him an email & telling him that I want to come to his place for some more fun tonight!

Finding someone whose into all of the above, and then some - maybe golden shower fun, or squirting while I'm cumming would be the icing on the cake.

Why is it soo hard to find someone to fulfill all the hot little fantasies I have on a day to day basis??



Did you like this post?  Buy me a cup of coffee!

Bahahaha

So sometimes things just make me smile... such as this funny email that I just read from collarme

" Well I happened upon your profile randomly while just tooling around bored and such.. you'd think as a teenager video games would suit me, but tooling about on bdsm ad/dating site works just as well I suppose correct?

Either way I digress xD

I tooled about and happened upon your profile and thought huh this is pretty interesting. Granted a lotta the stuff you have listed on here didn't quite float my own personal boat and honestly I'm not messaging requesting a meeting or anything because I am almost absolutely sure I am not your type... being a complete newbie teenager to the lifestyle that is =/ So I read some of the experiences and decided to read your blog and blah blah blah blah.. basically in short I did some reading not much but some and I must say that you are quite the character!

Granted everybody on this site is quite the character but you are in a entertaining witty sort've way :P I particularly enjoyed reading your thoughts on the typical "social married women" blog their behavioral patterns differing from your own.

Basically the point of this letter.. even though I'm sure you already know what I'm saying anyway.. but the point of it is that you are in fact one Bad Ass woman with wit and a kick ass attitude and I enjoyed reading that little tidbit of your personality.. it made my day as I was very bored xD

Either way sorry for boring you and thank you for taking your time for reading this.. or at least if you've gotten this far without instantly deleting it like i've heard some do. @_@

Again you have a good night.. or day.. depending on when you receive this >_<

Sincerely,
A random dorky wannabe Submissive"

 
How cute... I'm such a character ;-) AND YES, I AM BACK!

I get off on 57 Chevy's..

Man it's been SO fucking long!  Some bitches that I thought were friends of mine passed my blogs n website around & finally it made it's way to family members, so I had to lock it up.  I'm clearly their reality tv show.  Hundreds of "stay at home mommies" on my FB account, all a twitter about the things I was into, and even worse, that I could dare have this kind of lifestyle with children & a husband.  All behind my back - Phewf!  Fuck you!

I'm over it, and they can all take me or leave me, I don't really give a shite.  It seems that no matter how hard I try to stay on "the straight and narrow" that something always leads me back here, to this kinky little place in my head.  Most  people would think that I actually have the best of two worlds, but honestly, it really is difficult to keep it all separated.   There's only so much I can tell "vanilla" friends, and then the "kinksters" don't wanna know anything about my other real, and very normal life.  It gets fucking exhausting keeping up with it all.  Two Facebook accounts, Two twitter accounts, two blogs on opposite ends of the spectrum, and two sets of friends....  WTF, right?

People are just going to have to take me as I am.  A wife.  A mother.  A dominatrix.  A lover.  A friend.  A sexy BE-Atch!  An opinionated, intelligent, creative woman.  I am NOT Betty fucking Crocker, I don't particularly like doing the things that most women get together and do, and I have a very open and honest relationship with a man who loves all of me.  (Even the quirky, weird and fucked up)!!   He's a great father, an awesomely sexy guy, a good provider, who has unbelievably upright morals & character, and he's the only person I ever feel the need to explain anything to.

I like to go out and party, (and he's happy to be home with the kids when I do go out), which is apparently NOT NORMAL amongst other 20, 30, and 40+ married mummies.  I love playing with and raising my children, and I've stayed home to raise all of them for the last 5 years.  Every single day they have an activity, and are completely well adjusted, happy, social and fun to be around (they must get all that from their mum) but clearly in most "mummy circles" they judge you upon everything!  Unlike their own children, mine have never ever, struck, hit or kicked another child.  My kids are polite, independent, extremely sporty & physically active (my 4 year old twins can climb a 3 story rock wall with no problem, and they take speed & agility training classes with kids 8 years old and up)!

Maybe I was really naive thinking I could keep the two worlds from colliding.

Next few posts I promise will be all kinky, but I had to get this off my chest first.  It's what happens when my fingers start typing on the keyboard ;-)

OH, and some posts (if not the whole blog) are going to be password protected, but I'm still trying to figure out how to do that on wordpress.