Panty Sniffers wanted..

I worked out twice today, once at Equinox in Bethesda, and then at home with my two sisters who are visiting.  Because I've got chubby thighs and a chubby booty it sweats down there.  So that means my panties are a tad on the wet side.  The CROTCH that is. Add to that, I've masturbated 3 times today, and rubbed my cum right into the crotch.  So, where am i going with all of this?

Last night I met leo for the 3rd time & went to The Hilton with him, I'd been wearing panties that I'd put on my last night in Ireland.  I wore them out to dance all that night, rolled to the airport in them, I wore them on the plane on a transatlantic flight, and I wore them all the next day while back in the states.  I'd masturbated uncontrollably, so much so, that even I lost count.  They were sweaty, stuck to my ass, and covered in my cum.  Last night leo slept with them covering his face. 

Literally about a month before turning 41, I have since become a total horny whore.  I can't even explain it to myself, but the last few weeks have been mad sessions of masturbating, face sitting, cumming into pantyhose, toe sucking, golden showers, forced cross dressing, CFNM play, and making men sniff my dirty, disgusting knickers.  WTF is going on?

Let's go back to the sniffing and worshiping my panties part....

I'm all into making men my panty slaves.  Sean tells me he loves the smell of my panties because it smells like me, deep inside of me.   Another slave of mine used to inhale them deeply, but if he even grazed his cock with them, he was conditioned to cum right away.  Some slaves like to wear them, after smelling them, and of course after sucking all the 'goodness' out of them.

I want my slaves to crave my used panties.  To think of them as magical and to get conditioned to only cumming when I allow them to worship them, or put them up against their cocks and masturbate into them.  Of course then I'll either gag them with them, or make them suck their own cum back out of them.  I want them to have a drawer of my dirty, stinky knickers that they treasure.

I want my slaves to have no control over how much this object of desire makes them feel.  If we're in the car and I flash them, I want them to think of nothing but pulling over and getting those panties up to their noses.

I want them to scrutinize my panties.  To be able to taste and distinguish each of my secretions, from my pee, my sweat, my cum.  To be able to see an errant pubic hair on the crotch of the undies.  To know how many hours or days I have been wearing them.  To know if my cum is mixed with my husbands cum and has ran out into them.

I want slaves who will walk around my house and do chores wearing only my underwear, and maybe some heels.  I want slaves who will be willing to do absolutely ANYTHING I say, just to get the chance to be near my panties.

Are there any would be panty slaves out there?  Lemme here from you if so!!

Never felt like this before!

Ok, don't get all judgy on me.  Northern Ireland now seems to be the drug cap. of the world.  Or at least Ireland.  Anyway I've never had so many things offered to me in a night club EVER.  And I am not just talking about drugs.  SO, I had been flirting with the idea of trying Ecstasy (E) a while ago - well a week ago actually.   SO, after I knew I had to give up my Irish Citizenship due to the fact that I can now no longer, out drink, out smoke, or out party any of my friends, I figured what.the.hell.  As good a time as any right?  Besides everyone there was throwing them back, several at a time. 

Well now I'm in the car.  Not of my own choice, but from what I can gather, I was doing obscene things. 

What I can remember is thinking how this was the best feeling in the world.  Next feeling was how sweaty I felt, and how I wanted someone to lick my armpits, or underneath my boobies, or more importantly, where my thighs now meet on top of my pussy.  All the places that get sweaty after dancing, drinking and drugging all night. 

I wanted to take off my panties cause I felt like I was squirting cum all over them - I was, but now that they were off, I wanted to have my pussy and ass licked.  I'm sure my ass crack was fucking wet with sweat.

Anyway, it's almost 3am here. And I just wanna go back to the hotel with Sean and get nekkid.  Is this normal behaviour?

BTW no making fun of my spelling errors or bad grammar, I'm fucking wasted.  You're lucky I could find the keys.

My visit to Ireland.

So, I'm here, but wish I was back home in the states!  The night before I left someone turned my blog into wordpress for violating their terms of service agreement - some people really have nothing better to do with their time.  SO, I spent a few hours over the last few days figuring out where to put it, and figuring out how to export my files into blogger.  Luckily, I'm no dummy.

I don't have long, I'm supposed to be getting ready to go out for the night with all my sisters and the rest of our family.  The new url is http://kinkyfemdom.blogger.com so bookmark it, if you wanna keep up with me!

As usual, I've been sending out tweets to my peeps on twitter.  Follow me @MistressNichole

I'll post once I get back home, on the 12th.

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