Monogamy..double penetration

Uuuugghhh, I'm officially TIRED.  Of 3 year old b'day Parties.   I spent Saturday afternoon not sleeping, but at some Riverfront park with my family, and some other friends who now have a 3yr old.  Well more like 30 toddlers, and all of my friends who used to be sooo cool, and are now, so not.

I spent most of my time with one eye on the Frisbee, and the other on the river, and thinking about seeing Mike later that night.

I actually had missed him.  Which is very weird.  I can't explain really what it is about him that I'm into.  But there's something.  I met him at his place & we chilled out and watched Michael Phelps for a while.  Pretty soon though I was totally jonesing to see him in one of the cute little outfits I'd brought over & I totally wanted more kissing and more talking about things that might turn us both on.  Alot.

I kinda wish the whole cuckold thing didn't have to be random sex with strangers.  Because I have THE BEST sex ever with my husband.  I don't know how weird that would be for Mike or my husband.  When I got home the next morning, wait that's this morning my husband wanted to know what I'd done, and when I told him, I decided to just go right ahead and ask him if he'd be up for a 3-some with Mike.  I'm not sure that I got a definitive answer, because the fucking awesome sex happened.  (No don't say it's because he was all turned on about me being out and spending the night with another guy etc., etc., because really my husband wishes I'd just stay the fuck home, and stop being so nutty).

SO, although I've had some random sex with strangers recently, none of it has been as good as it is on any off day with my husband.  WTF?  Did I just say that? None of the random sex I've had with strangers in the last few weeks has been anywhere near as good as sex is with my own husband.  We have been together for over 15 years, so I guess that's why.

Mike & I did a little detour around midnight, and wound up going to TABU.  I was hoping that a certain guy I've known for a very long time would be either there partying, or working.  He and I have flirted for years, but I've never actually followed through, but I knew that if I did last night, that I could also convince him to allow Mike to participate.  I knew that I could even convince him to allow Mike to suck his big black cock, before he'd stick it in me.  The power of the pussy is amazing and guys are sooo stupid.

It wound up being a mute point because there were no rooms available until like 3am, and I wasn't up for waiting that long.  We looked around, but really I just wanted to jump on his ass, so we left and went back to his place again.

By about 4am he was sleeping like a baby and snoring his head off.  If I stay at his place ever again, I'm taking ear plugs.  And my own blanket because his house is fucking freezing cold.  And I love it cold.  But cold where I've just got one leg out, and either over him, or over a pillow.

Weirdly enough every time I've stayed over at his place, I've slept.  Without cumming first.  Which I'm not apt to do.  Even in one of my own houses.  I have to at least masturbate if I haven't cum from fucking my husband, otherwise I'll never sleep.

SO, after fucking my husband this morning when I finally got home, I went to sleep.  I'd cum buckets while riding him on the living room floor while our kids played in the backyard and the dogs supervised.  The kids I mean.  Not us.

Rachel sent me a text telling me about The Bridge, at Ladew Gardens, so I planned to sleep for 2hrs, shower, and pick her up at 4pm, and then pick up our other girlfriend Chris in Columbia at 4.30pm, but I made the mistake of going through the drive-thru at Starbucks.  3 other cars in front, and I swear to get a grande iced americano, and a grande iced green tea it took us 40 minutes.  40 minutes of my girlfriend Rachel telling me that I'm being a total bitch to my husband, and a total whacko because I'm into the stuff I'm into.  And that it's not cool to be "dating", while married.  I've never really considered what I do as "dating". And that it's not cool to spend the night with someone else, unless of course it's her or another girl.  And how something "bad" is going to happen me.  And how she wishes she was married to my husband, because she'd treat him properly.  And what would happen if he would show up one day with divorce papers.  And how I'm having random sex with strangers, because she thinks that my fucking someone up the ass with a strap on is considered "sex".  I don't actually consider that sex.  In fact, like Clinton, my definition of sex is the cock going into my pussy.  If it doesn't go into my pussy then nothing I've done up to that, is considered sex.  By my definition.    I also know that unless I'm the one doing the divorcing, my husband is not going to leave me.


I really wish she was as cool as I'd originally thought she was.  I wrangle all the time about my lifestyle choices, and sometimes I don't need it from my best friend.  I just don't believe in monogamy.  I don't think that's how it's meant to be.  I don't think that one other person can fulfill all the needs of another.  I'm totally into Big Love.  I can't explain if that's a non-american thing, or if it's simply that I might get bored very easily, or need more sexual stimulation that most people.

Anyway, we had a ton of fun at Ladew Gardens, although I have to say that it was in the boonies.  And its kinda cool knowing people in the band.

As I'm so totally turned on by a couple of things right now, I'm going to wrap this up and go masturbate, and fuck my husband again.  For the 3rd time today.

I'm getting off on:

1.  Having Mike service me & make me cum BEFORE I get fucked by another guy, while he watches and I verbally humiliate his sissy ass.

2.  Having Mike then suck the other guy, or take his cock and put it up inside me, and then while I'm getting fucked, have him licking, stroking and playing with me.

3.  Having Mike clean me up afterwards.

4.  Double penetration.

5.  A dominant guy and me, dominating Mike.  Together.

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