I get off on 57 Chevy's..

Man it's been SO fucking long!  Some bitches that I thought were friends of mine passed my blogs n website around & finally it made it's way to family members, so I had to lock it up.  I'm clearly their reality tv show.  Hundreds of "stay at home mommies" on my FB account, all a twitter about the things I was into, and even worse, that I could dare have this kind of lifestyle with children & a husband.  All behind my back - Phewf!  Fuck you!

I'm over it, and they can all take me or leave me, I don't really give a shite.  It seems that no matter how hard I try to stay on "the straight and narrow" that something always leads me back here, to this kinky little place in my head.  Most  people would think that I actually have the best of two worlds, but honestly, it really is difficult to keep it all separated.   There's only so much I can tell "vanilla" friends, and then the "kinksters" don't wanna know anything about my other real, and very normal life.  It gets fucking exhausting keeping up with it all.  Two Facebook accounts, Two twitter accounts, two blogs on opposite ends of the spectrum, and two sets of friends....  WTF, right?

People are just going to have to take me as I am.  A wife.  A mother.  A dominatrix.  A lover.  A friend.  A sexy BE-Atch!  An opinionated, intelligent, creative woman.  I am NOT Betty fucking Crocker, I don't particularly like doing the things that most women get together and do, and I have a very open and honest relationship with a man who loves all of me.  (Even the quirky, weird and fucked up)!!   He's a great father, an awesomely sexy guy, a good provider, who has unbelievably upright morals & character, and he's the only person I ever feel the need to explain anything to.

I like to go out and party, (and he's happy to be home with the kids when I do go out), which is apparently NOT NORMAL amongst other 20, 30, and 40+ married mummies.  I love playing with and raising my children, and I've stayed home to raise all of them for the last 5 years.  Every single day they have an activity, and are completely well adjusted, happy, social and fun to be around (they must get all that from their mum) but clearly in most "mummy circles" they judge you upon everything!  Unlike their own children, mine have never ever, struck, hit or kicked another child.  My kids are polite, independent, extremely sporty & physically active (my 4 year old twins can climb a 3 story rock wall with no problem, and they take speed & agility training classes with kids 8 years old and up)!

Maybe I was really naive thinking I could keep the two worlds from colliding.

Next few posts I promise will be all kinky, but I had to get this off my chest first.  It's what happens when my fingers start typing on the keyboard ;-)

OH, and some posts (if not the whole blog) are going to be password protected, but I'm still trying to figure out how to do that on wordpress.